"and like that.........he's gone." - The Usual Suspects

Well, how is everybody doing in internet land? Wowee zowee I've been gone a long time. I took a long break from the lifestyle thing for way too long, and im thinking it may be time to dip my toes into the pool of play again. I really miss the people i used to talk to regularly, and i miss discovering new and exciting things. Work is still going to get in the way, but I've decided its high time to just put on my big boy underoos and try and work through it. I hope i haven't lost too many readers and id like to get back into the swing of this. Let me know if you're still around!

Movie quote

J

Mmmm vanilla corruption goodness...

So, I have been super dee duper busy lately, but I have some spanky news! I recently reconnected with an old friend from high school, and we've really hit it off! I totally opened up to her about my interest in domestic discipline, and....she expressed a strong intrest in it after I described it to her! So, she is considering setting up some personal goals and wants to be held accountable by me if she misses them! Ooooo de lally!

Well, I'll try and keep you updated!

J

Uh oh...

She hasn't read it yet, but the first twitter post I saw after mine was a link here: http://bit.ly/e9W922

Suddenly I remembered a quote from Star Wars
Luke: "I'm not afraid!" Yoda: "Oh, you will be. You will be."

*gulp*

A picture tells a thousand words *actual pictures not included*

So, I've been neglecting the spanking/kink side of myself lately. This has a direct impact on the content of my Blog. Seriously, when was the last time I blogged about spanking or kink? *hangs head in shame*

To make it up to you, I'm gonna post some pictures. Honestly, what I'd like to do, is go meet with little b and have her give ME a spanking and take some shots of me over her knee, or in the corner. I don't feel the bottomy urge very often, but I think some discipline is exactly what the doctor ordered. I'm not really sure how to broach the subject with her, I think if I asked nice she'd be more than willing, she definitely has a strong sadistic side! And normally I would just ask her to beat me a little, but we've not had the chance to chat lately, so I don't want to make her feel obligated, or impose, or whatever, etc... She reads here from time to time, so I'm sure I'll be getting a message from her in one form or another...lol. Actually, lil b's sadistic side can be scary sometimes! She really shows her enjoyment when she's administering ouchies, and it can be a little........nerve wracking!

OH YA! I totally got an update about my friend who came out as spanko to her vanilla BF! <-- http://musingsofadiscipliner.blogspot.com/2010/11/errrr-ummm-blush.html

Things are going swimmingly, apparently he's taken to spanking like a duck to water! Lmao! I could almost see her squirm in her seat as I read her message! :D I told her I'd love the chance to chat with him about corner time and mouth soaping.....her reply?

"Well he is busy enough keeping track of all my smart ass comments and such. And no he does not need to learn about that other stuff. Lol"

Sounds to me like that's exactly what he needs to learn about! ;)

So, if little b agrees, I'll give you some pics, and even if she doesn't, maybe, if you're well behaved girls and boys, I'll post some......."revealing" pictures if you'd like. Random penis pics? Sure! Nude shots? If you'd like! I'm in an exhibitionsty mood, so take advantage and make a request!

Well, ttyl folks!

J

Yaaaaaawn

Good morning! Welcome to the patch. Its 3:30am here. I was up at 2:30, got my crack....er....coffee, and headed off to work.

I is smart. Last night, when I left the shop, I set my "Webasto Heater" to come on at 3am (webasto heater - diesel burning engine heater with a timer) and my truck is already nice and warm. I will be heading out to location at around 5, and I may have an early day again! *beams*

Awwww! Crap! *head desk* I forgot rule #1 of the oil patch. "NEVER anticipate a positive outcome out loud. It will always jinx you and the negative outcome will happen." dangit now its gonna be a long day.

Bah.

J

Looks like SOMEBODY'S got a case of the MONDAYS!

Well, after a short stint in camp, on the 24th of Nov I got a call from family to head home. After a few years of progressively failing health, my grandmother passed away at the age of 85. Of course we were all saddened to hear the news, but its been a long time coming, and we had prepared ourselves for the inevitable. Her passing means I have only one grandparent left, and his health is not that good either. Its odd, situations like this, rather than make me sad, tend to push me toward contemplating my own mortality, along with making me think and apriciate the experiences of someone who's lived for that long. My grandmother was born on a Saskatchewan farm in 1925. This means she lived through things I cannot even begin to imagine! She would have been 4 years old at the beginning of the great depression. At the age of 11 the first television broadcast began and at 13 was the first color TV broadcast. At 14 she'd have seen the start of WWII. At 25 the Korean war broke out and at 29 she'd have seen the start of the Vietnam war. She was 36 when the Berlin Wall was built, and the soviets launched the first man into space. At 38 she'd have seen the assassination of JFK. At 39 Civil Rights Act passed in the U.S, and Nelson Mandela was sentenced to life in prison. At 43 Martin Luther King Jr. was assassinated. At 44 Neil Armstrong walked on the moon, at 45 computer floppy discs were created, and at 47 the Watergate scandal happened. At 52 Elvis died and Star Wars debuts! At 53 John Paul became pope, and finally at 54, the year I was born, 1980, she experienced the eruption of Mount St. Helens and the assassination of John Lennon.

It makes me wonder, what incredible world events are in store for me. At my age, when she was 30, James Dean died and Disneyland opened.

Well, I guess I should get to work now, I hope to talk to you all again soon!

J

Blech. Srsly.

gah. It snowed yesterday. Actually, the term "snowed" is a little bit of an understatement. On Monday, it was a beautiful fall evening. I actually saw green grass on my way home from work. Srsly. Then I woke up on Tuesday morning, and it was like old man winter took a great big Shit all over the place. It truly is as disgusting as it sounds. My job on Tuesday was shut down, more so to let everyone else realize they needed to change their driving style from amateur nascar driver to grandma. I think they said on the radio that there was over 200 accidents in the city of Calgary alone. Happens every winter. And to those of you that actually LIKE this shite, I'm looking at you lil b....ya'll should be locked up.

Woke up this morning with the perfect side dish to surprise winter, yup, the flu. Life, she ees grand, non?

Just now, the pumper on location shat the bed, so we had to rig it out, they're sending another one out from Drumheller to finish the job. So much for early days when I'm sick. *eye roll*

I heard from my spanko friend who came clean to her very vanilla bf, about her need for domestic discipline. Baby steps. Lol. He doesn't own a computer (wtf? Right? Dark ages much?) so that may be why, when it comes to kink, he's so sheltered... But anyway, he slapped her butt while they were.....you know.......doing it. And he even called her a "naughty girl!" How cool is that? Perhaps he has the Domly gene, and just hasn't had the opportunity to explore it? Either that or its just a known fact that whilest swatting a young lady's bared bottom, the appropriate thing to say is "you've been a naughty girl," and its instinctive to do so for vanilla and spanko alike....hmmmm a spanking instinct....interesting....thoughts?

Well. Back to the grindstone. Ttyl folks!

Jesse