Work. Bane of my existence.

Dear Work,

You made me miss my Blogiversary. Please feel free to fuck off now.

Regards,

J

Blogiversary eve

Well tomorrow, I will have been a blogger for exactly 1 year! It feels so much longer than that, I've learned so much, met so many fantastic people, and I think I've had more person to person kink contact in this one year, than any other year of my life. I'd like to thank every single one of my readers. I know I don't get to post as often as I'd like, and you have no idea how much I apriciate those who comment, and Lurkers alike. Briar, Padme, Celine, Hermione, and Bonnie, my blogging experience would have been a much shorter one, had it not been for your continued support. Thank you for showing me how fun it can be to write, and also, I consider you all friends. I hope, the next year is as fun as this one has been, and I hope I get to make even more incredible friends like you! For tomorrow, I WILL be posting again, and I want to know, what would you like to see here? Anything at all! Pictures? A story? Let me know!

Hugs everyone!

J

Re-exploration

Well, I'm back. I don't want to stop, but should I stop apologizing for extended absences here? I feel like I'm starting every post saying I'm sorry for not posting often enough. Feedback pls....

Well, I've been chatting with a new friend as of late. I'll call her......."t", and she's very new. Not new as far as interest goes, she's been exploring her "kinkyness" since she was a teen (younger if you count the stuff we all did, like looking up the word spanking in the dictionary and getting that "funny feeling" down there.) But, she's just begun to explore in the "real world." She explained that she's been exploring the net for it for a long time, and chatting on the phone, but not much as far as real life play and discovery goes. Its really kind of odd, but very cool and interesting hearing about her likes and dislikes. Lol, she still has that sense of naiveté and unnecessary shame, regarding her feelings. Its tough, but I'm trying to have her open up to me, and share her feelings, but I really do remember that feeling of nervous worry that your confidant will find your particular kink to be odd, or funny, or they'll ridicule you for being into it. :( I still get that worry every once in a while, I wonder if it really truly goes away.... She's FINALLY (after much goading and pleading) confessed her strong interest in age play and AB/DL to me. SO COOL! I've discussed this with people online, but never had the glorious opportunity to play and discuss person to person. Its really quite a turn on, and the fact that I find age play and spanking to be such a strong interest, its not really all that surprising that I like this too. I've seen a few pics on Fet of "littles" and they've always given me that wonderful tingle when I see em. I'm very excited to explore this further!

I met with t yesterday afternoon briefly, and I brought her a soother. If she gives me permission, I'll totally post a pic of her with it, its so adorable! :D but, this is one of those times where her anonymity is my primary desire, so no pics till permission. *nods*

Well, off to work. Talk to you all later!

J

HUR-AY HUR-AY HUR-AY! Step right up! Thrills! Chills! Amazing prizes!

Heya readers! First thank you to B-Man for the follow good sir! I'm super glad I can still bring in readers, even though I tend to horribly neglect my Blog from time to time....

Aaaanyway.... I have an idea. I'm getting the itch again to make some toys..... But I feel like I the toys I do make tend to collect dust when I keep them for myself... So, to remedy this, I want to send some new creations to readers! Yup, I'm gonna be the "Ellen" of spanking bloggers! Except for the being a lesbian, dancing, and fame parts... Anyway, I'd really like some suggestions on what kind of task or contest I should start, to give away toys! And, what kind of toys you'd like to win! Lexan rod? Wooden paddle? Leather strap or tawse? Rubber strap? I can haz feedback nao plz? Okthxbai!

Hugs ya'll!

Jesse

"Welcome back, To that same old place that you laughed about."

Well hello everyone!!!!!!

Long time no see! I've been neglecting this little Blog. If I had someone to answer to, I'd most definitely accept the over the knee bare bottomed spanking I surely deserve. I miss you all! :(

I cannot believe how freaking busy I've been! Usually, I'll end up putting in a few shop days here and there. Today is my first one since Sept! Holy crap! I have noticed that I'm not the only one not blogging regularly tho....*looks at Celine* ;)

You cannot possibly imagine the messed up sleep schedule I've been having! Up at 2:30am and 14 hour days. I'd get to work around 3am and drive to location to be there by 6. I'd do the job, drive to the plant, wait in line for about an hour, load, drive to the shop, do my post trip, and usually be home around 5:30PM. I'd be asleep by around 7 or 8. Its funny, on Saturday and Sunday mornings, I'm usually driving to work while people are leaving the bars.

So.... What's new? How is everyone? Did I lose readers? *sobs* I hope not..... I'm still here!

Jesse

"Monday is a really shity way to spend 1/7th of your life."

Well! Long time no see peeps! I spent some time in camp this week, then, as a blessing, I got Monday and Tuesday off! Can you believe it? It was like a weekend! However, even though today is Wednesday, its my Monday. *grumble grumble* I gotta say, there really hasn't been much activity in the 'ol blogosphere.... Where is everyone?

I've been suffering people. I have been having a pretty sad excuse for a kinklife. I haven't given a spanking or beating of any kind in WAY too long. I've got the kink withdrawl shakes..... :(

Living vicariously through other people's kinklife has been discovered to be a unsatisfying way to live. I gotta get me some spanky goodness! Any takers? Lol

Soooo.....what's new? What's up in the kink world? Any exciting developments?

Ttyl!

J

"Do not be too timid and squeamish about your actions. All life is an experience.” - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Well hello again, lovely readers! I've been spending an awful lot of time reading all the amazing stories over at http://voiceinthecorner.wordpress.com/ there are some VERY incredible mental images portrayed there in some of the stories.

It got me to thinking about my own experiences as a Dom, and as much as I feel like I am "experienced", there are a lot of things I've never tried. As far as this particular post goes, I'm gonna stick to implements.

So, first a list of items that I HAVE used and some that I really like in particular.

My very fave implement, to begin the list, is the dreaded wooden spoon. This, in my opinion, is nearly the perfect implement. Reasons? Well, first of all it stings. Lol, the right wooden spoon can invoke that bottom shaking panic at the realization of how much something so innocuous can cause so much bloody sting! Its got that Top friendly wielding factor, as its easy to use, without much effort being put in can still reap fantastic bottom squirming results. Its an implement that can be found in nearly every home in Canada, they're cheap, easy to find, and readily available. And yet, you'd think with the sting the right one can create, they'd be impossible to find. Love 'em!

Other wooden toys I've used - hairbrushes, bathbrushes, wooden dowels, paddles etc. All wonderful.

Leather - belts, straps, tawses, paddles, etc.. I know some people prefer leather because its got that more building burn as opposed to the stinginess that wood provides.

Other - lexan rods, rubber paddles and straps, thin metal snappy sticks (pull back and let go for a snappy red mark, great for creating artwork!) all yummy and fun.

Now some of the things I wanna try that I've never had the chance to....

Wood - Birch rods, switches, rattan canes, etc.. All very European, and with the many wooded areas I live near, you'd think birches and switches would be used way more often!

Other - Marionette(what are these?) lexan paddles, whips, single-tails, floggers(I have used one flogger, but only once)....

How about you, readers? What's your fave? No choosing the "hand" we all like it! Its a cop out answer! What are some you've never tried that you'd like to?

Looking forward to your responses peeps!

J